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So maybe you make a decision, because you have to do something. ("the kind of morning that lasts all afternoon".) You want to be happy, or at least happier than you are now, but you just don't know what to do. It's like you wake up one dreary morning and you can't find enough reasons to pull yourself out of bed. You care about things less, ("I’m just stuck inside the gloom.") and you feel like you'll never escape your problems. The days pass and your searches for answers keep coming up empty. You can't quite put a finger on what you're doing wrong. We all will see times like this, if we haven't already. Why, tell me why, why, why Georgia, why?. It’s hiding the quiet superstitions in my head.īut that’s the danger in going my own way!! Wood and places to make it feel like home. 'cause I wonder sometimes about the outcome Kind of morning that lasts all afternoon. Subscribe to be notified of my future writings! I am! I'm serious! Starting now! I'm going to wake up each day and smile and go out and love! Everyday! I'm going to make a difference in this world one day at a time! I'm going to volunteer, finish my homework without procrastinating, help my parents around the house more, be nicer to my brother, hang out with my friends, have sweet talks with people, touch some lives!!! Gosh darnit why not?!! There is no good reason not to! So I'm going to! Well you know what, I AM GOING TO MAKE SOME CHANGES. If "tomorrow was a gift and got eternity to think about what I'd do with it?" But then I think about those amazing people who have fought cancer and how much anger they have towards people like me who sit here and don't take advantage of life, especially when I know that I am doing exactly that. "Carpe Diem." "Grab life by the horns!" I hear these phrases and I smile and feel good inside, but I don't fulfill the ideas! Sometimes I wish I could be diagnosed with cancer so that I could see how pathetic I have been living. EVERY DAY I tell myself that I want all of those things, so why don't I have them?.

I know that i want those things, but I don't go take them.Įveryday, and many many many times EACH day i remind myself that I could have said that nicer, or I could have helped my mom out more, or I could have responded quicker to my mom calling me instead of being irritated at having to stop what I was doing. But wait.whats stopping me? Seriously, why can't I be doing all of those things that sound so amazing? Truth is, when I step back and think about it, I'm ashamed to see why I haven't.

To live like you were dyin'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ĭoesn't it all sound so sweet? Gosh, I wish I could be doing all of those things right now. I went 2.7 seconds on a bull named Fumanchu!Īnd I watched an eagle as it was flyin'!!!!!!! I went 2.7 seconds on a bull named Fumanchu.Īnd I gave forgiveness I'd been denyin'!!!"Īnd he said "Someday I hope you get the chanceĪnd I became a friend a friend would like to have.Īnd I went three times that year I lost my dad!Īt what I'd do if I could do it all again. How's it hit you when you get that kinda news When a moment came that stopped me on a dime.